The Art of Decency

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Aveon Flyer: It's intense when people band together and back an idea, be it a good one or bad one
Aveon Flyer: Have you ever seen something like that happen? An idea enters the scene, and people start picking up on it. It gains momentum in a way, and holds the focus of attention
Aveon Flyer: Awareness shifts into the idea, as everyone who participates effectively makes it grow all the while
Aveon Flyer: But then a point is made, and the idea itself shifts
Aveon Flyer: Another point gets made, and the next thing you know, the idea is completely different
Aveon Flyer: Im fookin putting this on my blog

The age of micro conquerors

The micro conqueror complex is when people treat other people to a detriment for the purpose of reaching their own satisfaction just a little bit quicker. Everyone wants to be happy or satisfied, and everyone has their own unique desires. Exploiting the weaknesses or flaws of another persons desire/motivation as a means to get ahead of them, is the behavior of one who is not at balance with themselves or those involved

. Leaving this behavior out of check is the recipe for toxicity, and that's not a good addition to any situation. Such things are the reason why people say "when life gives you lemons, make lemonade". If it's an unavoidable scenario then try fighting fire with fire; meet the exploitation with exploitation. This is my take on it:

Fire on fire

Behavior is an illustration of something that has reflective value. Anytime anyone does anything, it can be traced back to deliberate origins. Knowing this makes higher awareness of a persons experience more likely to occur. I really think that speaks for itself as far as usefulness! I don't need to explain the benefits that  having awareness entails, I simply want to point out that it is the opposite of ignorance. 

Mold the mold

"Breaking the mold" is the same as scraping a project and starting over. But how commonly necessary is this really? There are merits and flaws to every style of everything if you think about it. Nothing is perfect because anything that happens can happen better, to someone or somethings higher benefit and greater good. The compensation for infinite potential is a limited time in which it can be discovered. Isn't that a beautiful circumstance to experience though? That means we can spend our entire life learning and we will always yet have something new to satisfy our curiosity with. We are born curious and helpless. Curiosity and other peoples love and support is what causes us to mature out of helplessness and weakness.

Love is lovely

Sharing love rather than hate is what makes the biggest difference among people. I've seen it too many times to ever be convinced otherwise. We wouldn't even be close to where we are today as a species if it were not for the driving forces of love. Hate can be strong, and violence stronger, but tolerance and wisdom will be what saves us from the evils in the world. I truly believe that :)

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My Philosophy

To rid myself of anxiety, and help others with a similar desire for such a thing. As well as see the benefit in everything, whether we have to create the beneficial elements ourselves or not. But to do nothing in a way that baselessly disrespects another individual. Self defense doesn't mean instigate violence. Be honest and don't lie ever (be conscious of your own lies, otherwise you wont be conscious of other peoples lies!).  People have a right to practice silence, as well as a right to tell someone else to shut the fuck up. Don't take it personally that other people are more sensitive than you, in a given situation. Leave the harmless person to their own devices, or expect the possibility of hostile defense when they receive interference. Nobody likes to be rudely interrupted. Words shouldn't transpire into murder, or something to that degree. Words should only be used to further manifest good ideas.

We are responsible for how we are as characters. Think about yourself in third person. What you are is molding clay that you have shaped yourself. Other people may have stuck a finger in while the clay was being sculpted, but it's nothing we can't continue to smooth over! Progression of the world is inevitable, which means our own personal worlds should behave accordingly. The style of behavior will be different for everyone, so it's important not to focus on what we don't like about that. We should instead hold our attention up to the positives, and how elements of a unique style can serve a higher good. Or even just an immediate type of good! 

"You think too much"

My friends and family tell me I think too much. There really isn't a point during my experience where I'm NOT thinking about something, so given just that, I can understand where they are coming from. However I believe it is necessary to think as much, and the way I do. Not for everybody or even anybody else, but for myself. I only have my brain, my body, and my past. A lot of it is shared with a lot of people, that is those who are/have been close to me and those who aren't. Every individual I have ever had experience with plays a part in my personal development. But my development wouldn't be, without another important factor: me lol.

I grew up around people with fundamental beliefs that "we are here on this earth to help others". And I grew up to find out that we can't help others unless we help ourselves first. So I would often find out that people with their hearts in the right place, didn't have their minds there too. I see it when people talk about how wonderful their religion is, but anyone against it is somehow making a mistake that WILL land their soul in hell. Or when people use patriotism as justification to be chauvinistic (assholes basically). Two wrongs don't make a right, it makes a MESS. And the people who wanted nothing to do with either side to begin with, are left to clean it up. 

Anybody in that situation would be upset! Imagine entering your new room to find it completely destroyed, as if a tornado went right through. And in the middle of the mess you find 2 children fighting each other. Children you didn't create or adopt, with no one to claim responsibility for them.  That's the type of scenario too much patriotism and emphasis on nationality creates, in a sense. We are alive in that type of scenario right now, and too many people are too self righteous to accept it for change. So I feel like we're stuck in a rut until that improves.

I by NO means want to imply I am not one of the assholes making things suck. I'm not TRYING to make things worse, I'm trying to make things better (for myself and others). But I realize with all the potential any individual has, we all only have our lives to realize such potential. In that sense we are limited, infinite beings. Infinite in potential, but not in life span.

Also I would rather live with patriots than terrorists. 

Center point to organization is the 'individual' element

Every form of human organization has foundations in thought structure - within the brain. These patterns of thought formulations are manifested through a social mentality, and result in behavior which would be the physical element. The change to environment (or setting) is the spiritual element on a side note. So the mental element is where this hierarchy seems to begin, and should be decently treated as if it's the platform for ones first step. Think about how you would go out of your way to make sure a new born has a nice first step in life! If you feel that thought, then you know exactly what I'm talking about. Treat your mind right first, if you want to treat the rest of your self right. Think honestly, and act honestly. Build your social circle through honest individuals. Spoil your brain with truth so you can properly learn things! Enough said really. That's the first step and as these things go, the most difficult (generally). The rest kinda falls into place

A naked brain has no gender

Everyone thinks differently, and has different preferences. Everyone has a independent brain of chosen/accepted development. Having a lot in common with someone is still not sharing the same mind, rather fractions of minds in unison. When we arrive at a conclusion the same way, even more when it's the same conclusion we arrive at, we develop mutual understanding. Our conscious potential becomes greater through sharing, and by discovering it through partnership. Essentially working together towards a common goal. 

Raw organization is not enough to triumph over adversity. Getting a bunch of decent things together and putting them in the right place is what robots do, and what separates life from artificial life as we know it. In other words people treating one another with a "straight fact" attitude, like life is a one shoe fits all scenario, adds a distasteful approach to trying to understand one another. It's not a sufficient way to go about decently living life among others.

Life after death is an oxymoron

The title sums it up. If death is under consideration for an individual self, then 'life after' is redundant. Other people will live on, sure. But after one dies, there is no life after death. There is only death. The experience is non-living. Sometimes people die then come back to life, occasionally. And during these occurrences, sometimes they can recall the experience from conscious memory. There is no way to literally prove their subjective experience really happened, however, death can be measured/quantified and proven.

While people are limited with our senses, we make up for it with expansive imagination. Through the imagination we can experience things our senses wouldn't really allow. We can defy gravity, entropy, change, stasis, objective logic in general. Immortality is a conceptual antibody the imagination produced because of death. When we let our imagination solve the challenge of thriving, our lives undergo experience which is called dream.

A dream come true - when the imagination produces a reality for subsequent senses. We have the ability to take what's in our imagination, and put it into the physical/objective world. My favorite example is the airplane, and how far we've come with trying out flight (check out jetman dubai if you want to see some truly awesome flying). But it can be something less physical as well, such as a persons behavior. The airplane is lovely, but it wouldn't have happened were it not for the specific behavior used to produce the idea and reality of it. The creation process of the airplane began within the imagination of its creators.

When I hear religious people talk about god as the creator, I feel like they are just talking about themselves in third person. God is an idea in the imagination, and doesn't necessarily exist in objectivity beyond that. But the nice thing about the imagination, it can figure out *how* to objectify ideas, *to* be measured. If god cannot be measured, then god can be redefined. When the definition is on the table for reconstruction, anything is possible; it's on!

Creation of objective properties, substance, and behavior are all the imagination needs to get the ball rolling. After that it's a matter of moving things around into the proper place. I think of imagination as what furthers convenient adjustment for life, and what cements the possibility to thrive into existence. Perhaps the imagination then is not limited to intelligent "life", in the sense of organisms. Imagination itself could be a objective concept; force of nature. Life and creation go hand in hand it seems, but BOTH are merely subjected to perspective.

Life as we KNOW IT may not be life *completely*. Think about fire and flames for a moment. Fire has many of the same properties as anything living (that's why we say fire dies). Fire is not an organism, but it is not inanimate, yet has a lifespan. Such is the principle for this theory: Life and the Imagination are 2 things which can exist in objective reality, not organically associated with perspective or perception, and are in fact forces of nature orchestrated by the universe at large - through micro and macro elements of behavior. Quantum and galactic mechanics go largely over and under our heads, which means we are lucky enough to be somewhere in the middle. We have plenty of room to stretch and breathe our personal imagination, so why not try it!

A decent living

If it's naive to think we can all get along, then it is equally naive to think we can not. It takes the same amount of effort either way. What we feel and think about one another is all happening within ourselves. Well that's obvious! So then the path to responsibility is illuminated: we act on what is within ourselves, to see it externalized. We share the moment and history with each other by choice. You may not have chosen to cross paths with a stranger, but you chose to be where you are when it happened.

Self awareness entails acceptance of such a responsibility. Our actions and reactions are made by the individual; us and us alone. Once we integrate ourselves into the set, we can change the setting. By changing the setting, we alter the set. With self awareness we can discover anything that's possible to do. Once the discovery of what we *can* do is made, our path splits into possibilities. 

Whichever paths we take is our personal choice.

Behavior of behavior

If we don't control our behavior, our behavior will control us. When self restraint is not at all a factor, it's easy to let our actions get away from us. We don't think about repercussions or consequences; we usually just think in terms of satisfaction. It's a bad habit to get into, and can become quite a problem as history continues to build. Ones behavior forms itself into patterns if left uncontrolled. Sometimes these patterns are more positive and sometimes they are more negative. 

Such is the case for a individuals behavior, however it reflects from a more internetted grand scale across societies. Each society is held together by the participating individuals, and therefore is a collective entity of their behavior. While viewing the overall status of a society, the particular contributing behavioral elements of the individual is often overlooked. I believe it is through introspection, and self reflection that we can begin to change what is greater than the individual.

Through understanding ourselves more intimately, we develop a higher sense for our objective place in nature (the world, or universe if you prefer). This in turn gives us a greater capacity for an even higher understanding. We learn about ourselves, to learn more about the world, which gives us more to learn about ourselves *with*. This is a positive feedback loop, and the result of having self control! We are responsible for our own behavior whether we like to admit it or not. By accepting responsibility, we can develop more naturally and gracefully.

Naturally

Our senses lead us through potential in the same way the wind blows a leaf around through the air. We discover things to be aware of, and at the same time we miss out on other things. We are specific and particular in what we experience. While we may be in one place experiencing something, we lose the oppertunity to be elsewhere in that moment. We choose our paths of action and potential like a tree chooses the direction it's branches will grow. 


We start the process from the roots of an experience. Many factors curve the development of potential, and change the course of *how* it develops. Like a tree stretching it's limbs towards the sun, our decisions procure the direction of our experience. To what ends our potential comes to is like the leaves of a tree. The fruit then would be what we can extract and share from the experience.

Accepting oneself in bad potential is like planting a seed in bad soil. A tree doesn't need much care to see natural growth, and so we can get by with just a decent minimum too. However it's all the more impressive to see a tree grow healthy and strong when it is malnourished and has indecent foundations. If the roots are deep enough then the growth of the tree may yet still be salvaged.

We can learn a lot from literally anything if we have the mind to :)

Upgrade common sense to common understanding

Senses and emotions will completely rule our lives if we allow it to happen. Self awareness and self restraint are important for us to stay in control of our actions, rather than letting lower thinking take control. Lower thinking is how we find ourselves in undesirable situation. This is true for personal circumstances as well as grand scale situations, like that of a country. We "make due" with "the lesser of two evils", when the smart thing to do would be to find a completely different/better solution all together.

Convenience is a double edged sword; it leads to complacency, but greater contrasts the problems of a situation. When desire is fulfilled quickly it creates a subconscious expectation. When the expectation goes unmet, the reason 'why' quickly falls into understanding.

I see this pattern in politics and law enforcement a lot (too much). It seems to me that people have a problem with the self. We like to have other people solve our problems when they are over our head to deal with. But the fact that they are over our head is statement. By admitting awareness of something, we have just revealed our capacity to begin to understand it.

This means accepting responsibility for being able to understand something, or denying it - which is irresponsible. In this way politics and law enforcement are inherently flawed. We put our stock in others, knowing for our stock to get to those 'others' it has to go through a corrupt system. But we pretend and play along enough until it becomes inconvenient for ourselves. It's a bad joke that stopped being funny after the US founding fathers left their royally infested country to start the united states.

And even that was irresponsible. The united states is built on foundations of genocide. People complain about who is running for president, but what they're really complaining about is their own position of weakness. And it's 100% by choice. We don't get to choose our circumstances 100%, but we are completely and totally in control of how we act and react. I'm saying too many people choose to lower their heads and complain, instead of rise to the challenge of decency and actually do something themselves. Something which would give them nothing to complain about.

I'm not suggesting "change the world", I'm suggesting  change the self!

Judge Truth

Spiritual toxicity is a byproduct of when a hostile mind contradicts a gentle heart. To avoid toxicity and relish in positive spiritual development, one must align their heart and mind. The tuning must be natural and not forced: the tune must come through accepting balance. Total honesty must cascade through oneself so spiritual toxicity may wash away. Think of lying as building a damn to prevent the flow of a river. Ones spiritual development flows like a river, and is altered with lies and dishonesty.

Changing the direction of the flow is not necessarily a bad thing. Curvature of rivers add something special to a more grand scale perspective, creating a winding shimmering image of water.

Prohibiting the flow is what makes the river disappear all together down the way. This pattern of behavior is kindred to ones spiritual development. Synchronicity can be applied to anything if one has the capacity for it. Capacity is just another aspect of ourselves which we consciously dictate.

Self Discipline

Self control is beneficial in situations where one might think or feel or act (or a combination) as though the sun were always a lie, just because it got completely cloudy. Especially if such behavior is the chosen path of another person one is in contact with. Even more especially so if you're like me, sensitive and influenceable. In the act of allowing negativity to chaperone ones perspective, one becomes more likely to reflect it in their behavior. By making the decision to persue negativity, one creates a cause for cause and effect. The decision is the cause, where as the resulting behavior is the effect. 


This is important to be aware of to save oneself some negativity when pain becomes a factor due to "unforseen circumstances". Recognizing negative patterns in someone is the awareness one needs to have, to protect oneself from their bad behavior. It's all fun and games until misunderstanding reaches capacity, and violence take the situation by surprise/dismay.


All one can fairly expect is what one can do themself. Certain behavior may not always give expected results, and that's something important to keep in mind. Sparing ones self from other's drama will allow more room and focus towards decency. Acting decently isn't what decency is all about however. The action one takes is merely a part of something bigger than the self. For the sake of simplicity I break it down into phases of awareness and understanding.


-Dance-


To be comfortable is to experience objective decency. Such an idea may seem paradoxical, as the circumstances are objectively unique to each one experiencing comfortability. This is the first phase of awareness and understanding; it is the objective situation which ones senses pull spatial reason. Reliance on this leads to misconception and ignorance, as it is only a initial phase of awareness. It is the outer archetype among a system of deeper archetypes. It is the vanguard of awareness. One draws in information through the senses, thus ending the first phase of understanding reality.


-Story-


But as humans, we have more phases of understanding than the initial extraction of information through our senses. We can reflect this information on truth, and use discernment to figure out paths of decency. I use the word "can", because it is a choice phase. One may not be able to choose what the senses draw *from*, that is to say the color of paint, but one may still curve the brush and created the desired painting. Or if one is open enough for it, even find a unexpected/more desirable outcome. This is the substance which comprises the second phase of awareness and  understanding. It is a balance of desire and acceptance, and a discipline of maintaining that balance. 


-Song-


The next phase is a set of subconscious and unconscious patterns and activity. During this phase of awareness and understanding - ones propensity and 'heart' are established. The foundational elements which drive human desire are active in this phase, originally. To sense something into and through this phase means one has reached spiritual enlightenment. If not then one is still learning the discipline. Moral values, conscious important relationships with people and things, memories and dreams are all part of this phase. Ones awareness and understanding may be limited towards something, so one may feel the need to compensate by skipping straight from the first phase to this phase. However this phase is where the deepest understanding is found, and forcing it is VERY rarely a safe or helpful behavior. It is to ones detriment that they find this phase by forcing it, without going through the discipline of the former phases. It is an reactionary byproduct of impatience, and only goes to display ones personal negative attributes. It becomes like a joke that was taken too far for more than too long. So approaching this phase of awareness and understanding should be gradual, and through a path of acceptance rather than rejection. 

Spiritual Attunement

The human experience has 3 defining elements: body, mind, spirit. Ones body is their physical, material existence. Ones mind is the bridge connecting physical things to metaphysical things. Ones spirit is the constant culmination of body and mind - the influence they have on reality. Spirit is the ripple in the water, where the water is nature.

Responsibility for ones own influence is important for spiritual attunement. To be in tune with ones spirit, one must realize the consequences of their decisions and actions. One must also accept "consequence" is merely a point of view, or attitude towards influence. There is cause and effect, and consequence is just one classification of this phenomenon.

Angle and approach (perspective) guide ones self towards experience. Where one goes and what one does are results of choice. Every choice one makes plays a role in spiritual development. Every thought and movement, emotion and feeling. Dreams play a role in development as well, however they seem to be more so part of synchronicity with ones spirit, rather than growth. That is to say dreams are something we do which is a way for us to deeper connect with our own spirit.




There is a mass awareness occurring, of the disconnect between self and spirit. Spiritual awareness is the first step on the path of attunement. Once the path completes a journey, one should be better in synch with reality.

Spiritual Awareness

Self > selfs senses

Mankind is usually sense driven in most situations, rather than sense drivers. Personally I have found the experience to be a dead end for self development. Like deja vu the patterns are repeated for each combination of senses and emotions. Being aware of ones senses is one thing, but letting them guide ones fate isn't always reliable. Often does it happen though, that moderation gets passed on. Following ones senses instead of leading by the awareness they extract leads to ignorance and confusion. 

Spirit is a reflection of the behavior of ones personal choices. Spiritual state is the life of ones choices. A positive spiritual state is one that is cared for. Senses can blind ones spiritual awareness, and end one up in stupid situations. Society has long exhibited the struggle of balance between senses and spirit. The struggle between ones self and the self of others. Spirit becomes corrupted by authority, causing paths to violence to saturate ones history. It is a common case, as is evident with history of war and conflict. Such toxicity is being tolerated only enough to continue, but not thrive. 

Spirit is as diverse as the senses, on top of being a product of imagination. Indeed spirit is a combination of imagination, the senses, ones own physical position and history, and ones influence on reality. Because the population of humans is so dense, each ones spirit then becomes part of a pool; a collective. The health of each individuals spirit is reflected in the collective. Some are positive while some are negative. Some just seek neither side of the spectrum, or have any interest in the spectrum itself. Appropriately the diversity is reflected from the collective back into our civilization. We insist on seperating our lifestyles and ideologies to the point of racism, homophobia, and other types of toxic bigotry. This is the way negativity is reflected back from the collective, and into the individual. 

If ones spiritual state is not tainted with such obscenities, then a healthiness is easily experienced. However we often lose sight of our spiritual path due to our senses leading us into materialistic, superficial circumstances. We are a product of our environment, but it goes both ways. Our environment is a product of us as well, because it is the space and time in which our lives occur. When ones environment provides nothing towards positive spiritual development, ones spirit becomes stagnant like a bad tune. How does ones spirit become in tune with the nature of something? What is the resulting resonance and what does the vibrational influence do? Consider these things when questioning how ones self becomes out of tune with ones spirit. 

The answers to many questions are more simple than being right in front of ones self. The answers are within, in the same place ones questions are birthed and live. Questions and answers are delivered from the same womb, ejaculated from the same nut, and spoken through the same voice. They begin and end in the spirit. The quality of questions and answers we expose ourselves to, also play a role in spiritual health.

Rule

Semantics and imagination go together like white on rice. Mankind has taken the principles of semantics and melted it all down. After we became comfortable with how it played out, we let semantic principles harden, and over time become brittle.

Semantics became rules, and rules became laws. Laws became enforced and the cracks begin to show.

The evidence is clear, showing how warped our principles have become in society. I'm not implying it's 100% fucked, but we all are aware of a lot that is.

So how do we revive the lost excellence? Well whatever the cause, it's going to require teamwork. And a higher level of thinking, acceptance, and behavior in general.

Universe Pie

 Synchronicity goes well with patterns of behavior. Our entrees include sweetened reality, and a deeper connection/understanding of the universe

 Patterns of behavior
 Creation is behavior. But creation goes beyond the biblical capacity
 Creation is more intricate than anyone has a sense to fully experience
 That's why we are still learning, and have been learning in increments
 We have to adjust so we can learn the next realm of things
 That's historical behavior
 But never before in history has behavior been as fluid as it is today
 On a worldly scale
 At least that's my best attempt at projecting without a sense of my ego
 Possibly one of the silliest things I do
 We can recognize patterns of behavior
 Thinking back on my life, I always have
 Especially in people
 Because people have always been interesting to me
 Well
 a lot of people
 People like you!
 I can't get enough of
 My friends irl as well
 People I can be open without worries with
 Trustieziez
 I'm gonna digress. Sacred geomtry is sacred because it's fundamental patterns
 Literally it seems like everything can be based on from sacred geomtry
 Just go nuts in weavesilk for a little bit
 Scribble all over the page
 It turns nothing into something, to put it bluntly
 A mess into a masterpiece
 That's the behavior observed in everything from the realm of atoms, to the realm of galaxies
 That's a big window of shared behavior
 But it's just a window
 Things below the realm of an atom have quite different behavior
 As do things above the realm of galaxies
 There is then 3 windows
 The thing is
 A window in objectivity does not share the same potential as a window presented to the imagination
 ones imagination*
 A window in the imagination can demonstrate any view at all
 If you look through one side, anything could be on the other
 So that's great and all, but clutter can be a problem. So thoughts going every which way and  bumping into each other - not to mention with other peoples thoughts
 it's like fuckin thought traffic
 Sometimes it builds up to the point where everything stops
 Luckily my muscles aren't stupid
 And I do just fine
 But it sucks
 Self awareness is intense to get familiar with
 Most people spend their lives doing the bare minimum
 Or and in attempts to lower their personal bar
 Some people seek to raise their bar, and push themselves to new realms
 And some people are content with their situation enough to let it stay as it is
 And evolve organically without much self effort
 Often judged as lazy
 It's a discipline in itself
 That's the route I chose
 It's a way for me to submerge myself in options
 They don't come to me through a contract with fuel or something
 But as a human I am slightly inclined to destroy things
 For survival
 So I've accepted that
 But as a result the bar is raised
 It's a basic relationship with change in general
 And it's my personal chosen discipline
 Truly embracing ones nature means no stone unturned
 I gotta make myself naked, layer by layer
 I gotta be decent enough to accept everything
 And by the end I guess I'll know what I want to do

I appreciate the people in my life who let me talk my head off to them. They know I'm always thinking, but not always talking. So the random times I end up needing to talk a lot, they are cool when the flood gates burst.

Translation

We are art forms of life. I can think of nothing more abstract in nature than a human. We inherently feel this I think, as is evident in our behavior. Our relationship with ourselves, each other, and the environment around and within where we inhabit. The working systems of bio-brilliance totally synchronize together, so you can be you and I can be me. Our brains further connect us to nature with ideas, senses, pattern recognition and free will. We develop consciousness through experience and awareness, either of self or foreign extent. Ultimately we construct the lesson, the answers, and the questions for ourselves to interpret. Life is an experience, unique to those who live it.

The gravity of teamwork is immensely anesthesiated, when looked at from a big picture perspective. Mankinds super ego has kept us from being all on the same team. It has historically, and continues to do so even today! LIKE WHAT!? We really must absolutely HAVE TO stay dug in to our traditional systems, ideas and plans? Can we not compromise and come together? The potential to thrive is going to be realized when we all stand as equally regarded, in the light of being AWESOME - EVERY - SINGLE - ONE. 

The greatest organizations have all been a shared effort of pushing, pulling, and guiding.

And hell yeah we're all different! We're all completely different from the first cell in our toe, to the last one in the shortest strand of hair on our head. Everyone is built differently, therefore everyone has different instrumentalities. We're really good at some things, and super smart. Then there are also some things we are not very good at, or know nothing about. That's just part of the difference between us! What kind of crap does it take to make that into somehow a problem? Oh my god like it's soooo terrible that A person or A group of people is not flawless for something SPECIFIC! That's a roadblock mindset which prevents more decent cognition from occurring in the brain. 

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Okay so I may have went on a rant just now. I'm just a sensitive person to these things I guess. It's dumb we can't live in front of our difference. We let them live in front of us instead. Everyone wants to do their own thing which is fine. We are as art forms after all. Who's to say it's unacceptable to dance from birth into old age? Or paint their life story on their own body. I dunno but they're just spewing crap if they do. Those things are objectively victim-less behavior. There is no reason, beyond a projection of misunderstanding and/or ignorance, why we must prejudate  anything superficial. If global society were a person, they would have hella STDs. Each one is a representation of how we don't get along. 

Contrast

Acting or speaking as if pre-enlightened; culmination of what happens to presume oneself,  can be all too prime for a path of negativity. It can also be quite funny. But sense of humor is a limited capacity for people in certain situations. The whole picture is never brought into perspective - as are the limitations of being human. But contemplation is possible, and rewarding, if properly guided.

It's not up to anyone to tell us what to think, how to think, where our thoughts should go or anything like that. That's crap they want to project because they aren't comfortable with acceptance. Anyone can suck it up and accept anything as long as nobody is really getting hurt, or victimized. Rejection is what leads to violent behavior, and ultimately causes complications to a path of positivity.

Self awareness is what most shitty situations lack. We like to objectify whatever we feel is bad or negative, and end up forgetting - or even forsaking ourselves. It's all in our head, and it's time we stop ignoring the significance.

Someone telling you to culturise yourself, to fit their own conventions, is a person lacking faculties of decency. It's to be expected of children and teenagers, but as adults I think people should have a bit stronger form of common sense! What's the truth, and what's the individuals take on truth? Their "take" as in their subjective experience. The subjective experience is essentially our translation of objective reality. Our subjectivity is additional to objective reality; subjectivity proceeds objectivity.

The relationship of internal and external reality is littered with contingencies. We advance around them with ignorance, and sometimes an ego driven attitude of certainty. Our hubris will be our downfall, if we don't submit it to decency. Decent behavior as in less mocking and critical publication. Decent as in looking at flaws for ends of improvement - and nothing less. Rather than looking for flaws just for the sake of pointing them out, and leaving one in a puddle of negativity. This is the power negativity has, to be a strengthening compliment to positivity.  These are a few steps on the path of many steps.

Spirit

My personal take on spirit is that it amounts to ones history of actions and behavior. Ones deeds, thoughts, responses, decisions, bonds and relationships, experiences and  objective imprint on time. It is metaphysical made manifest through  physical extent. The process of metaphysical creation is a feedback loop of potential and novelty. The more things change, the more potential there becomes for even more change.

The evidence of spirit is presence. Invocation of experience is the pudding. It is in part a byproduct of intelligence, even if at a mere primal and non-sentient precondition.

Folks this is what I think about and use to comprehend the power of love, hate, and all things of a similar element. It's the best translation I can muster for what truly boils down to a feeling. I'm a very sensitive person to things like this! So I do my best to write about them,  that I personally may understand the feelings better. And it's nice to give inner context to someone else, which helps them understand me better as well. The higher degree to which one understands their feelings, the more clever one can be about communicating their human experience.

It was a lovely time writing all of this. Even lovelier still would it be, if some other felt lovely like me, and practiced my art of objectivity.

#pretend

People like to think of man-made systems as solid. The systems that are necessary to make society run, as a whole. Government, citizenship etc. They are not thought about as much as other things, in our daily lives, because we trust these systems enough to not worry TOO much. We complain and talk about improvements, but we willingly participate  every single day of our lives no matter how good our arguments against it might be. We talk about the problems as if we aren't partaking in the longevity of the problems; as if we are not participants and it's someone else fault.

But these systems and behavior are reflections of ourselves. People are soft, squishy, and a collective organization of many things. We're also very vulnerable, and compensate with ego - so we might seem less vulnerable to other people. But us, and our societal systems are weak to the forces of nature. We live in homes, neighborhoods and cities as if they are gonna last forever. Tornados, tsunamis, earthquakes, hurricanes and volcanoes are some of the forces that make us understand how mortal we are, and how little/insignificant our 'important shit' is to actual objective reality.

The Art Of Objectivity

The art of objectivity is slow to catch on, and that's fucking rough to deal with. We all feel it, even for brief moments. Contrast is usually the catalyst to create this feeling. When subjective elements collide with objective elements. EVERYONE matures the structure of their brain differently; unique. When we make reasons to justify human behavior, we artificially connect subjectivity and objectivity. This has blurred perception of reality, and makes a lot go over ones head.

My brain and body interact with other brains and bodies. As well as the world itself, which has a lot more in it than we do in our brains and bodies. But because we ARE our brains and bodies, we have a disadvantage: we are limited by our senses, and imagination (which I have started to consider a sense in itself). 

We use our senses to interpret and translate the world. All the information our senses can gather, is filtered through what is known as subjectivity. Where our senses draw information from is the other side of this coin: objectivity. It's a real fucking problem that humans have in deciphering the difference. We confuse the 2 all too often. Sometimes it helps, but I have seen it often do harm. 

This is why perspective is so important to have, and expand.  

Make negativity your bitch

The idea of owning land, and facebook likes, are possible thanks to the approval of others. If you hate on facebook because of likes specifically, consider that it's just one of those things, part of our nature. We've been seeking the approval of other people for as long as society has been around. How round about! If the goal is happiness, and happiness literally comes from within, then why do we make such an effort at externalizing the path?

Well there are a number of reasons, and even more per individual. Happiness is internal, but imagine how inconvenient it would be to just sit still and look inward for happiness 100% of the time. I meditate frequently and am in no way trying to discredit meditation. Im just saying there are obvious reasons why we do what we do, instead of sitting in silence.

The point is to be aware of these things, and explore them to our benefit. If we're trying to be happy, then we gotta pursue the positives. That means seeing the bright side to negatives! Because negatives are going to happen, and it would be cool to know how to deal with. Think about your behavior, relative to a negative situation. How do you handle it? What do you do? Is your instinct to combat the negativity in some way, or reject it? Well try to fight that instinct and focus on accepting what's happening instead. Only after you accept reality, can you change reality!

Root yourself into the moment of negativity, and explore it as if it were a tool. Or a set of weights! However you can attribute the negativity to interface and strengthen your positivity, DO IT FOR SURE! Patience, honesty, and healthy brain jive - these are some of the results to making negativity your bitch. And if you find yourself overwhelmed during or after a moment of negativity, just breathe, shut up, breathe more, and understand that it will pass. I love you

weavesilk

http://weavesilk.com/

Weavesilk has shown me that even though something can look messy and all over the place, it can be breath-takingly beautiful and come together with intelligent symmetry. And with the right combination of messiness, the end result is elegance.

UMWELT

Eventually novelty shifts, and my interest along with it. Interests, desire, tendencies, behavior, thoughts. The things and people close to my heart are locked in static novelty though. The most important elements of my life are all together what I live for, and what help set the pace for discovery. Novelty does indeed fuel imagination, and imagination is what expands our umwelt.

umwelt (plural: umwelten; from the German Umwelt meaning "environment" or "surroundings") is the radius of perception our senses can hold. 

Our brain uses senses to process the world and reality. Our imagination expands the world and reality for our brain, and subsequently our senses. This is the process of creating ones own reality. This is why quantum mechanics is so cool to hear about, even if it's at first over my head. It sparks my imagination to conjure scenes of creation on a scale indescribable. From underlying quantum foundations, the smallest fabric of existence, to a cosmic macroscope perspective. If nothing else it gives me a good sense of contrast lol

It leads me wonder about the multiverse, and that whole thing. But knowing about the multiverse doesn't help us currently, as far as I can see. Basically I think there are more important things to think about. The thought is always a nice one when it graces my mind though. The significance of the idea, is held in the idea itself. We're a far cry away from outer-universal discovery, when we still can't accept ourselves - or at least keep our shit together so it doesn't victimize anyone. Self control is a real issue among too many people. 

Teenagers and young adults who forsake themselves, for the stupidest shit. They grow up and wonder where it all went wrong, and why their life sucks. There was never a singular point, or event that changed everything for them. They simply fell into a negative routine and integrated that negativity into the rest of their life. It's unfortunate but the silver lining = circumstances are a presentation to what we have, as humans: the brain. 

It's a presentation in the same way a meal is a presentation, sitting there looking all delicious and nutritious on a plate. Or maybe it looks like shit and turns your stomach. The point is: it's your attitude and perspective that make the food look one way or another. We can eat food, or go without eating food. We're all going to die in the end no matter what our approach to food might be! 

So do what you can to make the most out of negativity, before just letting it make the most out of you. Because that shit sucks and you don't want that. 

Welcome to Imagination

http://r.weavesilk.com/?v=4&id=ofbxtc5sx7

Weavesilk is so dope. It's entertaining, good for artistic expression, and maybe a gateway for insight! A look at something much smaller, and more fundamental than we have the senses to perceive. I mean unless you count the imagination as a sense of it's own (I almost do). The imagination after-all is what we experience memories and ideas with. It's quite a sensory expanding element at the most inarguable least. But like our senses, our imagination is a sensory receptor symposium happening within our brain.

1. Symposium
2. In ancient Greece, the symposium was a drinking party

And what do our senses do for us; what purpose do they serve? Well they work as systems of interpretation for the world around and within us. Imagination is like that in a sense, but unbound. Imagination doesn't have to experience malleable truth to work the brains neural signal showdown. From using imagination, the brain is able to create scenarios that don't have to be "real". 

Although the scenario might not be real in the sense that it happened, imagination serve the purpose of keeping the possibility open. Thoughts and feelings toil around the imagination, and that's what more or less guides us through our lives. If we didn't have imagination, we wouldn't get anywhere. It's the sense for what is unknown, and the key to discovering it. 

Influence

Influential words or deeds come from individuals. We're individuals too, and share the same potential for influence as anyone else. Our circumstances and situation are the physical reflection of the fate we choose, and the destiny that chooses us.

We live in a interconnected world, where choices and ideas socialize. We're called a social species because of the length our social capacity stretches to. My individual behavior synchronizes with the behavior of things I can comprehend. Things like the system of material hierarchy - a fancy way of saying 'stuff in general'. It's a matter of self control and awareness. Essentially it comes down to what I can learn about, I can accept. That doesn't mean I'll enjoy it necessarily, but as long as it's honest I can work with the positives.

Perspective

Sometimes a situation starts, and it isn't until after it's changed or ended that the full brunt of potential positivity/knowledge is realized to be extracted. In that case we miss out, but develop artificial perspective on what 'could have been'. It's nice to know that even after missing out on something, just imagining yourself somehow interacting with it creates a connection. It may be metaphysical, but so is love. Underestimating something - especially before delving into it's potential, may be to our determent.

There is a challenge in identification, as well as not over thinking! Kinda like putting on reading  glasses that improve your eye sight, but knowing when to take them off before they hurt your eyes. The prescription has to be unique to your eyes, for full benefit. But wearing them too long might make your vision worse.

Keep mind, heart, and curiosity open - that's what I do. It may leave me vulnerable in some ways, but I move around and adjust to novelty to compensate. 

Truth

 As a human
 I have many emotions - strong ones too
 And the really strong ones are what does the ripple thing, the most for me
 Because I get ripples of other peoples strong emotions too
 And that's pretty neat!
 I'm glad we're human and have dope brains, capable of stuff like that
 Patterns and structure all tie in to how we think
 Anything that our senses can reach out to, we can learn from
 We just have to recognize, and if we fail to do so, we adjust our senses until we can recognize
 But strong emotions can set the path of recognition astray
 So ya end up with clutter dummies
 Dense folk
 Moi

 And through it all I have a big dong
 So it could be worse
 But honesty is more important than that to me.
 I'm also self conscious about it but hey!
 Maybe that's awkward, but so what

 I  realize how small the social life can be
 Juxtaposed with the thought of the rest of the population
 Because "society" as people usually know it, is just their neck of the woods
 On the great big sexy sphere, floating through space
 Like a fine space alien booty
 mmmmmmMMMMMmmMMMM
 SO fine
 #earth

 But the point is - there are many societies across the planet
 People are so diverse!
 As individuals, and as individual cultures
 Unique is the common denominator among human beings
 From our brains to our bones
 Every one of us is unique
 Our behavior, our perspective
 Everything about each and every one of us is ours and ours alone
 That isn't to say it all can't be LOOKED at
 But to be experienced
 Well that's unique too
 Humans are pretty special
 We're capable of amazing things
 Functions our brain can groove out that we don't even use, on a day to day basis
 Getting into a routine risks getting into routine thinking
 Which stunts novelty
 Novelty is HUGE! It's important to the brain
 Neuroplasticity thrives on novelty bro
 The more novelty the brain can experience, the more it can evolve and adapt
 That's why the singularity is so important
 And THAT'S where my reasoning stems from
 As to the whole
 Decency project
 I should probably save this chat
Aveon Flyer: Im gonna
--- and so I started a blog with the chat I saved, that one time. The Beginning.